Although I have said that the previous post will be the last for today still I cannot leave without saying that once again I have that feeling deep inside my being, the feeling that tells me that I am missing something, something that once was there without knowing it so and who's absence now makes my life look rather black and white. It's a hollow and empty sensation that rises up in my soul, it's like a small pain that has no psychical cause, an imaginary knife planted deep inside my soul.
And maybe this is due to the music I listen, even if I know that I should stop listening to some tunes that make me feel this way. Anyway, it is easy to write here, no one cares anyway... what's the use?... there isn't any... good night nobody...